hi everyone. i decided to update blog today.
morning went to interview but i still don't know when I'm starting work.
hais. i got no money. even if i ask my mum to lent me money, she would always say she got no money. D: i guess i can't ask my dad too becos he won't believe me if i say i got no money. He thinks that I'm still loaded D: never mind.
recently make some new friends but ...
i guess the reason why i always rejecting people because
1st: i trusted no one after a incident.
2nd: my dad is always checking on me. / forbidding me from mixing too much D:
3th: I'm a christian and i have to set good role for other to see.
life is kind of suckish.
event planned today in the afternoon was cancel again-.-
supposed to meet Aliah in the morning to learn how to bake pineapple tart but i have interview in the morning so we never meet up. Not only that. actually I'm going out to meet my friends in the afternoon but my brother did something really wrong again and police called my house -.- ! how frustrating. Event planned totally ruined . Can't go out and have to bail brother out. I'm back home now. Feel so sorry. Luckily brother never get charged. Elder brother prayer was answer. Thank God.
Guess what? my brother still not back home yet. he got the face to go and slack out with friends . so sad. i changed my clothes and getting ready to leave house already leh but hor police called my house. Aiya be single is the best for me cause i don't know if it would even last or not. more importantly, i don't want to be force to do stuff too. it is kind of tiring to reject people who asked me to go out with them. very tiring! i swear! very tiring. hais i don't want write about emotional stuff anymore. cos i hate emo people cos i think they super attention seeker so if i get really emo , it also mean i want more people to notice me? Hell no so i better stop being emo. haha
it been a long while since i blog so i should not post emotional stuff right? LOL
actually life is great too. but just that sometime, things never goes well.
sometime i want to read boys mind. i don't know what they are thinking.
seriously, boys can trick girl that they like/love you but actually they don't at all. so girls out there that are thinking if you should even date a guy from the Internet, please don't unless you really know them for like years (Be like xiaxue. she and mike get to know each other from the Internet but they lasted cos mike never cheated on xiaxue before). i guess. cause most guy claimed that they love you but actually, they only want to be with you cause they are horny . they need a girl to do all those dirty stuff. so be careful. maybe kissing and hugging and also holding hands is okay but if he start touching you( Anywhere that guys shld not be even touching), den you have to be careful. i mean like seriously, actually i should warn myself and not other. :/ so it's me too that i have to be careful too. After touching you, and if he doesn't like/love you at all than he will leave you and i mean it. super true. they take advantage of you and you would be the stupid one being fooled by them. of cos , he won't feel bad cos it's boys nature but they feel more good(shiok) and would want to take more advantage of other girl after leaving you. Because they will think that all girl are easily fooled by boys. So girl, please don't get trick by any guys if it never happen to you before. Be the 1st one to reject them and not them leaving you 1st. i noticed that innocent girl are always the 1st target to guys.
Hence, my conclusion is if a guy truly love you, HE WOULD WAIT UNTIL YOU MARRY HIM BEFORE TOUCHING YOU OR EVEN ASKING YOU FOR SEX!!!so i always say that LOVE IS NOT SEX!!!! AND a guy who truly love you would always respect you. agree? yeah you guys should agree with me :D peace out . hehe
Girl don't act stupid. if you know that he got attention to do some dirty thing to you den you should stand up for your right and say that you don't want to do it. Be brave and don't be a coward! yeah. Kay shall stop blogging alr. if not i guess this post will be really very long. really hope that i will gain back all my reader . i guess none read my blog already cos dead for like so long.
Tired of replying message so i never reply. maybe after blogging than reply them.thinking of making new blog but :( what if people want to read about my past stories like very ps can. i guess last time post all so childish and also so emo . hell but i also don't want delete this blog cos got alot of memories . but i don't like my blogskin and i really want to change it but i dono how to change to a super chio blog like xiaxue. i need help but i don't know who to ask . maybe i shld try to change it myself?
Kay I'm on diet also but i never exercise leh. i only eat a little bit like super little can. but i seldom get hungry also nowadays. i guess i already getting use to this method but at night before i sleep will always feel very dizzy and feel like vomiting . also see food nowadays like no appetite.
now my hope is that Donavan will faster call me that i can start work already. i mean i slack too long this holiday already and now it's time to work.i don't want to slack anymore if not i will be real broke next year and i cant shop or go out with friend cos as you all know, everywhere u go in Singapore need money:D
9 more days to my birthday but i guess i got no one to celebrate with. i guess i will either be working or rotting at home. friends so busy where got time to jio them go celebrate. i don't want to disturb them too. aiya every year also never celebrate what. so to me birthday is nothing special.
okay shall stop blogging alr. bye reader.:D
oh ya i can't be bother to also correct my spelling or any vocab/grammar mistake so if you are going to say that why got so many error or whatever, i don't give a damn cos this is also not exam. for what write until like your English is so good? i also don't give a damn if my English is bad. okay bye:D
miss me? here is my picture. bye:D
