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counselling sux!!

today...go counselling...sux sia...say they can help us ...can meh??i want to cancel the session...made mi cry only ..wat the !!!! i don wan go counselling again!! ok it does not help mi but the thing goes worst...kidda moody..now..!i don wan tell her my problem but she keep asking ..like wat sia..say that i never tell all my problem..ok if i never ..need u care a not?my problem why must tell people har?so?ok i'm now wanted to be alone..having alot of friend is the problem...don really know hu shounld i help?ok that why recess i alone today...haha..i don really feel comfortable with the friend around mi...ok i also feel that miss z____ is really bias...ok i not going to say why...i just wan to say she so BIAS that made mi hate her ...

ok bio test confirm fail want...no need say why..u all should know why...my study getting weaker and WEAKER..donno why also..because stress,,ok today so happy that geography test cancel..haha..i go counselling so no oral test also..haha...no people can help mi...most people say that counsellor can help us ..really meh??the answer no!!!i feel so disgusted when i talk to her..ya ... ok

to go home..nthing to eat sia..den i ask my bro go buy food for mi den he say go buy yourself..cause i lazy go buy den ask him but he never go buy..so hungry..den i cook myself lor ..i HATE my cooking..it sux and tasted funny..but mybro say nice but i say not nice..haha..

tommorrow going church retreat ..hoho..looking forward for it..it kidda fun..yeah ..hope i enjoy my self....going take photo...then post 2moro..that the end...

byess<3

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i hate drinking milk:(

today..so sian..ok..by the way ..2moro there will be having bio test..haha...i now currently doing english h/w..haha i'm so good!!~_~

ok i going to say that 2day having the poa that thing(those ppl don't kno,don need waste your time to read this..)haha:)i'm wick...ok it boring..totally boring but luckily today is the laST one ..not so sure but is the infacilitor say one:)

before we go the poa thing ..meishi,mi,jas and xp go food palace eat..ok the food nice ..haha..den buy bubble tea..stawberry milkshake..walao..the taste so funny ..that why i hated milk from young till now...ok ..i not going say about any thing anymore..going to end there..haha cause going do h/w and study for the bio test..

byees<3

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my internet got problem

i.i..i too angry to write...but wait i'm not going to write about that thing first...ok today very tired..ok well..u people think that i always saying that i'm tired but no i really really tired cause i'm lack of sleep not only that,i'm stress...,depressed and that is why it made mi to be emo..ok i'm emo and i don't really talk much in sch nowaday because i'm thinking something and it made mi really tired ..that why i sleep during alot of the lesson..den today i donno why i'm staying away from friend could be i tired to talk to them cause of my depression..or wat..ok well..the dream i always dream is my past..today i cryed again..donno why...?ok i think i'm back to my past..donno why?i needed a counselling..going to look for miss kani tommorrow..i needed a p__k___ ok..tommorrow i'm going bookshop to buy it...that my habit..

ok u want know why i'm angry?1st thing:the cca thing lor..walao...say no cca den don't let us out of the sch..think wat so free to stay in sch meh?den that miss sharlin..(if spell wrong ,pls don mind it)shit la u?be wat cca teacher ..go be shit better ..don know how be teacher den don be la ..i already say that my father outside school den wat?still don let mi go out...den lock wat gate ?say exam coming den don let us go home study!!den went my father go already den call mi go home..think funny is'it?den rainning somemore...den head to toes my body all wet..walao:(

2nd thing:the security guard also shit la..that stupid bald head man..u thought wat?discipline master is'it?i walked in the sch then look at ppl leg..pervert man...den he say girl where is your sock..so wat if i don wan wear sock ,your problem meh?even teacher never say anything..den u say 4 wat..ppl hire u to guard the gate not to kpo to say people...den i say to him...the sock in my shoe la..den he ask again..den i angry ,i walked away never answer his question..bald head already still wan talk so much..this stupid man spolited my day.!:(

den the 3rd thing:when i reached home saying to my bro john..john i wan to use the com..so faster..den he say ok..but when i go toliet to bath cause wet..den he finish liao no call mi..den go give my another bro james to use..den when i come out..i found out that he made the com spoilt...the internet cannot use ..now den can use la..walao..so angry...i scard no update blog...my brother so like wat lor...

i gotta die if thing carry on to be like that:(ok now the com i cannot watch video:(so donno i can post the video a not

kk.. take care<3

bb:)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6AZPh-HNU80
this is the links of more than 100 children buried alive each year..ok well ..how did i know about this video..the church pastor show us..in the church ..the video so sad till i cried ..this is wat the tribes belief..hope that the Missionaries go to more of this kind of countries to peach the gospel:)it is very sad to see so young children get killed by their families..ok the video i cannot post cause my internet got some sort of problem..but i will post it next time:)

You're all I ever wanted ;

i'm touched:)>>by Aliah ..haha

today during math lesson Aliah told mi about ghost stories..haha..:)i'm quite happy after hearing the stories:)i will try not to be scared of ghost..haha..den i saw dexter..haha got the funfair ting..den we draw draw with another group:)15:15 haha...den go math remedial..i understand wat the teacher taught mi but i scared i forgot want exam only...ALL PEOPLE ..I GOT STUDY OK..SO PLS PLS DON'T SAY I NEVER STUDY..haha:) den i going my church outing this friday...thinking it will be fun:)that the end...posting two times haha..must listen to the music:)>>fragile heart..it all about mi and my past:(i should forget my past...right??yeah:)

that the end

bb:)<3

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Fagile Heart>>about my past...

Westlife -Fragile Heart -
fragile heart - westlife

A fragile heart was broken before
I don't think it could endure another pain
But there's a voice from deep inside of you
That's calling out to make you realize

That this new bond gives inspiration
To all who feel no love appeal no more
So how can I break this wall around you
That's aiding both our hearts to grow in pain

So forget your past, and we can dream tomorrow
Save our hearts for card and lovin too
It's hard I know, but oh
One thing for sure
Don't go and break this fragile heart

A hurting mind in need of emotion
I don't think I could endure another pain
But baby in you, I've found affection
Affection I have never felt before

So don't let your past destroy what comes tomorrow
Don't go and break my fragile heart

With all this fire that burns between us
There's so much to lose
Yet so much more to gain
And if I could, choose the world around me
The world I'd choose would all revolve around you
So help me complete the game inside me
And help to mend my fragile heart

You're all I ever wanted ;

i love this song so much...still got 1 more_fragile heart...pls go and listen..=)

"My Love - westlife"

An empty street
An empty house
A hole inside my heart
I’m all alone
The rooms are getting smaller
I wonder how
I wonder why
I wonder where they are
The days we had
The songs we sang together
Oh yeah
And all my love
We’re holding on forever
Reaching for the love that seems so far

Chorus
So I say it in a breath
Hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue
To see you once again my love
Over seas go coast to coast
Find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green
To see you once again my love

I tried to read
I go to work
I’m laughing with my friends
But I can’t stop
To keep myself from thinking

Oh no
I wonder how
I wonder why
I wonder where they are
The days we had
The songs we sang together
Oh yeah
And all my love
We’re holding on forever
Reaching for the love that seems so far

Chorus
So I say it in a breath
Hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue
To see you once again my love
Over seas go coast to coast
Find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green
To see you once again

To hold you in my arms
To promise you my love
To tell you from my heart
You’re all I’m thinking of
Reaching for the love that seems so far

Chorus
So …So I say it in a breath
Hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue
To see you once again my love
Over seas go coast to coast
Find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green
To see you once again my love
See you in a prayer
Dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue
To see you once again my love
Over seas go coast to coast
Find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green
To see you once again my love

You're all I ever wanted ;

people i blogging again..ok about my past

people...i' blogging today again is because i depressed...people say u Everyday blog is it?den i say ya...do anyone really knows mi??and now asking a question...my past??how my life??i don think anyone really knows the real mi in the world!!i'm quite mad about it...looking in the sky thinking ...wat should i do now..OK THOSE PEOPLE WHO THINKS THIS BORING..U MAY LEAVE MY BLOG NOW CAUSE THE STORIES WILL BE LONG...WARNING TO YOU ALL!!YA...ya...thinking about my past making mi cries all day long....my heart is in pain..so much pain...ya ..nobodys really understand mi..y??i wants to know y?so far this year only 1 person hu knows my past..cause is like nobody to talk to when i'm crying..only suddenly think of u..den is like when i want to contract my friend, almost all busy..nobody want to listen to mi right?? .but not all she knows..my past is it because of my parent??not really ..only abit..school??ya..thinking so..teacher & ?Aunties?ya ..ok..i'm really depress...why much it suddenly shoot out of my head??y??ya hopefully my parent will knows what my past all about...this made mi more angry is like my parent totally don know about my past...telling my mother was like ,she not taking it a serious case..my father totally like wat..is like he will scold mi only ..so wat the point of telling them..right??totally unexpected??right??do people really knows wat is committing suicides???ya i crazy..totally crazy..crazy cRAZY crazy crazy...ya the more i write the more it really driving me to crazy..ya ....i'm not going to write it all there cause is like a sercet to mi only..pls i telling that person that i tells the stories ..pls pls don tell people about it ...pls!thank you very much...ya ..keeping it in my heart is so pain...shoot it out..still pain....ya pls...i needed a good listener!!it like totally nobody understand mi..the real side of mi...in the world..it is like so sinful..sinful world...i totally angry..telling my mother..thinking she maybe has forgotten all that i tells her already...she say why don tell mi early in the 1st place...ok well..i ask you this question...do you ask mi ??do you believe mi??do u trusted mi??are you willing wants to listen??will you do something about it after listening??no right??totally no!!!so wat the point of telling you??the only thing u all parent knows is believe the teacher..ya ..thinking your child is always wrong...argh i so angry..ya so wat the real fact...??ya ..all people thinking i'm always looking so happy..but do u knows wat ??no ...i not ok ..im totally not!!telling people my past is like u knows wat is the answer ??always telling about the same same thing ..ya ..thinking so that 1 of my friend say that...so who cares ..ya the fact is who care???WHO WILL CARE ABOUT MI!??okays i going to end here ...totally...not going to talk it in the school..already ..about my parent..friend ..teacher ...sibling ..and anybody !!!i just hopefully wants it to END here...Those people who read finish my stories..stop asking mi about my past..i'm pissed off...and no rumour..pls...about my bf..no pls don ask!!ok..by the way thank for listening...wish u all the best...

today xp asking want go library study..haven reply yet..wait ..ok hopefully i can go..ya..ok that the End...
missed you<3bb:(

You're all I ever wanted ;

the gift!!

Agrh..haven started to study...

i found one nice English song..the names is My Love sang by westlife...he also sings the uptown girl..like his song so much..everyone who read my blog much go and hear tis song...confirm u will like it..haha:)

this is given by u ...i like it the most haha...thank so much...
and this is the pic necklace plus ring..haha;)thank so much ..haha basketball...the step forgotten...cause so long no play cause of my sch people loh say cannot bring
basketball to school..den my ball no air liao..haha..today play with you such a nice score..hahaha..13 :6 haha:)<3love>

nice right??haha:)^_^so happy...

that the End of my stories^_^

bb:)

You're all I ever wanted ;

Tampines 1...

today exam damn easy sia...

wow i rush thought to study today u noe..

yestherday lar sleep,den my brother never call mi up ..so angry lor

den today is like nearly late for school ...but not late..haha:)

but the paper was so easy..cos i trust in you..thank for the help.

i did remember you ...u helped mi..i'm glad!!!

but not to be to happy yet cause the exam is not over yet..

den after exam..go meet teacher go chinese papar that i haven do finish...wow the paper damn hard u noe..is like i donno how do and read..but i copy..lol..den after that..we talk ..den xinping say she going ___to eat..ask mi wanna follow ..den i say i donno ..but can go ler..so happy sia ...den i call jasmine so many times no answer from her..wow but xinping say she donno wanna go with us...but not with her till unit she come find mi at 6pm..i was shopping like a mad girl which most poor people do not do that...spent big bust today ..going to bankrupt already..gotta save up to buy present for more ppl..haha

this is the pic i took with xinping when i was in tampines 1..haha a lot of thing to shop there ..it a nice place ..so far, i only shop till L2 cause not enough time mah ..i'm crazy.. from 2.30 shop till 6.30 and onli at L2..but bought alot of thing..i like it..haha;)

den after all of it ..we go e-link to buy food ..but not her ..haha den we talk den she see my handphone got one of the pic with my bro and mi between it was a ghost..xinping say one ..but i not sure but i very scared..cause ekin and mr vaahid tell mi about the ghost stories they experience..xinping say must detele it but i say wait wanna show mr vaahid 1st...last time ,,i never saw it ..i meant the white figure but suddenly got at my hp..so scarly..and this is the picture ..

look at the middle of the photo..wat is the white figure???

thank you for the thing that u gave mi..don tink that i never like it ..u really wanna mi wear in school..not scared the teacher take meh...it is expensive...?it look expensive to mi..thank you very much..but don keep asking mi for the answer yet..i'm not free to reply you yet...should i or should not i??thinking!!agrh..head ach...thinking about it...
the End of the stories!
bye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:)!!!!!!!!!!!!

You're all I ever wanted ;

do i looks like i change?

yestherday was a bad day for mi but today opposite..haha..gd day;D

today lesson as per normal..but in English lesson,mr Vaahid tells us ghost stories..was interesting but very frighten to see ghost..haha..E-kin also told mi..that i made mi wanting to cry when i hear the stories...tear dripped out but not so much that ppl can see..haha

den after biology lesson ,i rushing home sia...cause meeting up with my primary school friend and my teacher }mdm pya...i was late like about more den half an hour..u noe!!but it o.k with mi..haha...:)

a lot people say i have change...ya i admit that also...than mdm pya was saying that i was very______...i very like, u noe cannot say out...nthing much to say...not really alot of ppl when back but o.k...some ppl thought i reborn my hair but it was not..haha nature hair ..Lol..but the colour,was not...did i change alot more??when i go back on teacher day..i think more will shock to ___ mi..haha..they also say that my chinese alot of improvement but i don tink ..my secondary school friend agree!right??cause my chinese was bad to them..haha

Saw somebody!!wow!! haha...i missed you so much...you noe ..wow like never see you for about /don no how long but for mi ..it very long...I WAN TO SEE YOUR FACES !!got changes alot not ..haha..grow taller???not so sure...become more handsome?:)gentle like last time?Love you<3..it>hard FOR mi to reject someone..because i hate hurting someone feeling:)

tomorrow social study test &
chinese paper one!
going to study now..

That the End<3

bye baby:)

You're all I ever wanted ;

Love your Friends!!

Today ..walao so ps sia..POA lesson fall as sleep!

so tired sia..den sleep lor..den teaCHER say wan to draw my face ..haha:)

den today also got the poa thingy..something like game la..den somebody ...play T_____ i did something also____..cannot say out..to bad..serect to mi..haha

donno wat made mi so hate you...pissed off..too bad for u.!

today is such a bad day for mi..sch suck...

Den we took some picture ..so funny sia...love your friend always<3..>never never betray them or LIED to them...or do some thing that will hurt them...yeah..everyone should agree with mi...:)once u do something really very wrong ,it very hard to get back in relationship...so tink first b4 u do !!!but i learn to be forgiving..but it very hard for mi to do that..i really a sinner:(i repent to u !!!forgive mi please..!sorry for everything..REALLY!!

this mi and mei shi..haha..

drink the drinks till her mouth like monster..

funny sia:)

this mi and Chun Jing..haha..she say

must SAY that she not fat at all is she fold her skirt..

haha:)

this Aliah and mi..

finally she agree to take picture

with mi..haha that long..tis is the 1st photo

with her:)

this mi and Xin Ping..

she my bestest friend..haha

loves<3

NO photo of jasmine

so sad cause she go home..

mi and andrea..haha ..also 1st time

taking photo with her..;D

mi and Eechan;D

haha..meishi so funny!

Mi and my mother ..haha

look at her angry face..cause i disturb her..

call her to take photo with mi..

but she don wan..haha den i still take..haha

but i wan say something to her ..I LOVE YOU<3

the most ...

the second snap better!

but so pretty o.k!when she smile onli..haha

this mi..haha;)

today go home somebody call mi..i thought is xinping ..but at last finds out that it my primary school friends..she RuiXuan..we talk and sms each other ..haha...tommorrow i'm going back primary..school meeting them because it mdm pya birthday..yeah..finally..i at first don kno den finally remember..haha..HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U!Mdm pya:D

Exam on friday..haven started learning yet...social studies and mother tongue;Dgotta start arter watching the ruby match at the tv...it my school playing..haha;D}Aliff,Rasin and more!!

The End!!!

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hyper girl:)

Today super hyper sia!!
i don't really know why?
P.E time Rasin injured....cause we played floorball
den i very the rough sia ..u all should know mi..
den hit unit his leg..so alot of blood sia..oh my ..bleeding so badly

so i want to say sorry to him..not purposely one...

den today i all alone one because xinping go track and field competition..den the JAMINE never come school..cause stomach pain...i tink so..she told xp one..:)

During Geography lesson so damn funny ..mr vanan say about jasmines haha...becuase we now study about the coast mah..den donno jasmine got sneeze or not..he say jasmines fell down to the river if she stand at the rock that going to crack..the the rock callaspes ,then jasmines fell down the river..so funny..den he show the video about Eechan and Weiting singing and dancing...i laugh till stomach pain!!:)

mother tongue lesson i keep on laughing donno why den the math remedial...i never go ..haha so boring ..math i very tired due to the hyperness den i wan sleep already..so sad..

But during CME my hyperness come back again..haha!!
the TryBe come to our school sia ..so happy to see them..but no Dexter..hope he next week ,he come ..they want to said about the fun fair thingy...CIP work....i want to take part in this CIP work..sound so fun...den summore to got the 200 dollar vouncher already..finally sia ..waited for such a long time..so happy ...Dexter not online ..i wan to tell him sia...so that he can tells us when is he free to go out with us...

but the End of the stories ,i wan to say that i like running and singing!haha:)

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X-country race:)

haha..today go cross-country race...

i so sad..cause never got top 30:(

hahas..but got top 100..the sames as last year but this year ..i run faster....

but i still happy with wat i get cause i win my brother..yeah^_^

walao...my brother track and field but never get any thing....

congragulation...to xinping ..got top 3 for the upper secondary girl but the medal for this year not nice..hahas...no trophy..:( but she got training everyday so she can run fast mah..kidda jealous...i wanna have training like her so that i can run Faster:)

today i also injured...i run so fast till got blister on my leg..bleeding ..ouch so pain....hahas but the most funny thing is that when dix saw mi ..then he wanna win mi mah den he run ..then when i saw him ...i also run more fast to win him..hahas...mr vaahid say he wan to run but he walk..haha

but the JASMINE never come!!!why because she hate to run...and she wants to sleep!!

I WANTS TRAINING LIKE XINPING!!

i like RunninG...and singing ....i should have join athletes as my cca...but never mind..<_>

<_theend_>

You're all I ever wanted ;

Focus NOW!!!

kidda funny..2day..got to improve in my singing and PIANO!!!!
2moro going for a run at bedok resveroir!!
RUN FASTER..so that can get top 30 and can get medal:)

Just hope but not sure can or not..gotta run with xinping
cause she run so fast..kidda jealous..cause she got training everyday~
I'M NOT GOING WAIT FOR JASMINE..haha:)

so sad...:(Aliah not going cause need take care of her youngest sibling..

byebye^_^ gotta go study..the next exam paper coming...haven started to study yet...i must focus..NOW!!!if not i going to fail my exam!

You're all I ever wanted ;

English exam over

w0w..finally English exam over:)
Paper 1 ..easy like hell..
but paper 2...so hard...
mr vaahid set the paper...
donno wat the passage A talking all about..
then summary..the worst..
we must write 120 word but i only write 105 words..haha
scard fail paper 2..hope pass:)
mid year exam so fast come...
haha..no bio remedial..so b0Ring..can sleep one..
that why i hate sci}chemistry/biology...

You're all I ever wanted ;

i bankrupt:(

yo..lazy update:)

2moro English exam....

today POA ..the game i bankrupt ..hahas

borrow 24k..lol

kk...wanna go study..bye^_^

You're all I ever wanted ;

So happy ..someone becomes a father ..

I'm back! long time no update..~lazy:)
sick for two days already..still haven fully recover!

haha..today very funny..mr vaahid tell us stories ..guess watO.o?
his wife gave birth already so he got a son already..
so funny sia cause he never come school teach for like about two to three days den when he come back ,he usually tells us his stories..
when he never come ..i and e-kin guess that he become father already..haha so funny den he come back ..he tell us that he become father already ..we guess really comes trues ...that why we kept laughing^_^...
i likes hearing mr vaahid stories ..it's kidda funny sometimes but most of the story he told us are interesting ...i can't wait to see his son faces:)

Another important thing !} Exam is coming..!i must study harder!
That the End of the stories..

:BYess

You're all I ever wanted ;