maybe it's the 1st time happening to me .
i will get over it sooner later.
but if i say i'm perfectly fine right now then i would be lying.
sometimes you say it's ok but secretly knowing its killing you inside.

I love Teletubbies:D HAHA
especially the Red one xD LOL
miss my childhood life xD
sorry i switched my topic again.LOL
but seriously i love teletubbies...
i'm random weird girl. :X

i'm switching my topic AGAIN.HAHAHA
yesterday the yesterday the yesterday, i drew a snail and a tikopei boy somewhere at either my sec 4 math textbook or sec 5 math testbook but i can't find the drawing already if not i will be taking picture and posting them here xD but yesterday the yesterday, i drew a elephant on my sec 5 math textbook xD LOL and today i drew a tortoise + a nerd boy at my sec 5 math textbook xD joke. studying + drawing. haha . left a few more question to do den i have finish covering the chapter on vector xD great job !!! it only prove me that i can do it.ok i understand the topic now but its kindda abit hard . happy!!! starting on chemistry moles concept later.
2moro got test but i dont think i will go for the test.
kay i skipped sch once again. leave me alone cos i dont wanna to be in sch. i know i missed alot of lesson but this is my choices. i can cover those topic on my own. i just hate being in sch where i can't stop but think.... Nobody really cares actually, even if those who cares, none understand. life is like that. suckish forever until the day of election.

Worst still is the feeling get back every now and then. it take a seconds for me to think of you and the day will be gone just like that.Just dont force me to do it again. i will never. Seriously i have no idea of what you are thinking but i just hope that i can read your mind and heart.Love,joy,sad,angry and hate always occur on me every now and then. i dont know why but i will avoid everything now. i just want the truth answer . What's wrong with me now? i also donno. maybe physically ok but emotionally weak?If that one little thing hadn't happened , things would be so different. i really hope u understand. For now, i gotta go my own way.

Therefore , the conclusion is :
i see no reason why i should take friendship and relationship seriously because this type of the thing are just games . if you feel like playing then just play with it. but if u see no purpose in it then just throw it.
That is why many peoples say that love is just a game. And i totally agree with it. It's not just that but many many. Love is simple. Just play cos it's about either u lose or win. The loser will be very sad of cos but the winner will be very happy indeed.

Lastly, i hope that i will never past by that place where you and me were once there before. it's becos it bring lots of sad and unforgotten memories. i just hope that next year will meet new friends, new clique and new ways of life. i gotta change everything of me after my o's then u can hardly recognise me. Friends, be prepare to see the different me after o's :D teehee.

i'm switching topic once again.
i going to buy new handphone soon.
Changing my hp number too.
i seriously cant wait to change my handphone number.
my dad want to bring me to the singtel shop later at TM if im not wrong.
i think i gotta get a iphone 4. but i have to pay for my bills myself:(
lol nevermind atleast i can get a new handphone.
just hope that my dad keep his words but maybe he forgotten?
nevermind if today cant buy a new handphone then i will buy it some other day.
but i'm seriously getting a new phone cos my phone seriously spoilt already . only can sms friends but can't call them cos they cant hear me at all.

Bye shall end here.
:D playtime is over. :DD

You're all I ever wanted ;