walao lor!! so bad ah. some people read my blog den dont want tag me ah!!!
LOL
hais , homework still not done.
only finish chem h/w. hope can finish ss and math h/w:(
gotta chiong to tonight.
shall blog about church stuff .
don't really like the change of classes in church. cos i don't feel belong there.
i feel that the people around me like super clever lor .
i feel left out cos i don't think i able to mix with super smart people.
donno leh cos i feel like the most stupid person seating down there listening to the teachers.
nevermind cos i have this feeling when i was younger .
if you notice until me , den u will know that im like super different person in different world. cos i dont talk.
i dont even laugh. im just listening and worst of all is i don't even bother to voice out my thoughts.
people make think im anti social but no choice lah.
i also feel the same when im with some of my dad sister or brother which means they are my aunty and uncle. cos i dont like hanging out with my cousin who is the same ages as me. cos she alway top the sch and i'm like just nothing to them. UNDERSTAND? meaning im sec 5 and she's now in jc.
in a better way to elaborate, im shall say it this way} im stupid and she's smart. LOLS
LOLS....
shall stop comparing lah.
i feel like shooting someone with an arrow NOW!! LOL
read my blog never ask me 1st ah!!!! never get my permission.
so sad.LOL but nevermind just that now i have to be more careful of what im blogging .
LOL HAHA den like that u can't guess or know wat im feeling or thinking:)
wait shall tell u something> DONT SAD :DD
teehee. AND don't forget to tag ah if not im purposely dont blog den u donno wat im thinking.
wait i sounded like theatening someone.LOL
im super scared sia.
scared of alots things become reality
donno leh . just super scared.
what if really happened? den like that how to concentrate for my o'level?
im afraid that one day , you really play with my feeling so i have to be careful lor.
kay shall end here:)
BYE reader:D
