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i wanna cut hair~~

back ..~

drank bbt again=(
lols~stupid jh..lols

no pic of him and huimin in my hotmail..lols

i wanna that picture...~~~

lols...

idk wat to say=(

nevermind..shall have a short post for today..

wahahaha..

i wanna cut hair but i donno cut wat type ???bang? or ???any suggestion pls???

oh shit..got panda eyes=(

maybe i sleep very late =(

You're all I ever wanted ;

haha...best !

haha this video like ...
haha daryn ask me watch..

kay actually planning to upload jh and hm pic..haha
i look at the pic without one sec ,i laugh till stomach pain..
haha lovely couple..HAHA=D

plan for my holidays already..
going out with some friends.haha
yesh ..happy that i manage to jio some friends out...
haha at least i'm not staying at home ...

Argh..fk up computer..
cannot go to hotmail...
never mind try post the pic 2moro..

You're all I ever wanted ;

pity those ppl~

i donno how?
i'm that sort of person??i also dk..
idk if they are grateful?
any reward for those??
maybe they are using it for fun..
but idk lah.
but i tend to pity and help weaker people..
now den i know why people tend to feel sorry and sad for those people cause they are soft hearted ppl.
maybe i should try to understand them more.

i think it's about a month that we never chat on msn.
unlike last time.stay up late just to wait .
but i really miss those time.
i donno how many year den we get intouch with each other.
i can't wait anymore longer.
my heart is changing and i hope i will not..
but hopefully it will stay deep in my heart..
i can rmb those from p2 all the way till now.
some is just childhood but i can confirm with u that only that is for real.
if not i won't have those type of feeling.
holy shit lah.
faster december den i can enjoy myself..

luckily i manage to plan for some of my timetable for holiday.
still haven plan finish=/ left maybe 2 or three more day to plan finish..and hopefully it will be done by monday?idk also
finally manage to meet some friends out for fun.
happy=DD
best of all..
wah i can't imagine we have been friends for so many years..
super happy we never forget each other.
only some will.HAHA
maybe i should treasure them well.
and maybe we knew each other for so long that we can understand each other.
seriously i trust some of them eventhough i knew that we can never trust people but they all are the ones who comfort me when i'm feeling so lonely and bored.not only that but there are more.
without them maybe i won't know how treasure people around me.learn alot .
i can't wait for the day when we can meet each other again.
altough we qurrel alot of time but our friends relationship are getting better and better.
we never ignore one another even though we qurrel .
we forgive and forget.
we never live anyone alone.
we never just because we did something very very wrong that maybe cannot be forgiven and not talk for the person for years..
our heart will never regret what we have done.
so i really love to make more friend with this kind of attitute.
AND WE NEVER HATE PEOPLE even they have done something wrong to us.
we will forget.i rmb the p6 thingy that they treated me but see..we become friends again..

but i really wanna say that if i could examine people heart ,i will be happy to know what people are thinking.either they have a bad heart or a good heart.
kays end here!

bye~
hopefully our friendship will last for long=D

You're all I ever wanted ;

2moro GG!!!!=.=!

nothing much to say actually....
aiya...2moro die die also must go sch..
report book..OMG!!
haha no need say lah...
lols

morning till afternoon ..my ear was....lols
now cool down cause i buy food for her..haha
she say she don't wan but she still ate it..haha=PP
at least i never waste my $2 lah..haha
i'm in a rush cause my dad coming back home soon..=(
can't use the computer anymore longer..haha

wah..i think alot ppl never go sch.....lols..yeah i 2 days also pon sch..
wanted to pon 2moro but teacher call ..so bobian lah...
lols..8.15 must reach sch..=( ..sigh..i rather be on my bed sleeping.haha
sch fking boring..seriously i hate going to sch...
if i got the choice to work and quit sch...my ans will be yes.haha
cause i hate sch..as wat i have say...haha

ya lah...i'm so stupid...
making a wrong choice...
should have stay back in normal tech..if not i won't be suffering so much as b4..haha
dream alot of weird dream..
seriously i need to buck up in my studies..
but my feeling is only enjoy..
i'm getting bad to worst.haha

k lah ..end here..
bye ppl=DD
at least i'm not a bad daughter..=DD

You're all I ever wanted ;

=.=!!

ya lah..
my english very kanasai lah...
cause i'm stupid and i'm singaporean so i speaked and learned like them..
if only i'm not living here maybe my english would be perfect...
but...aiya wat ever lah...

maybe if u have the chance to see den maybe u will get to know that it's not so bad as what you think..
but too bad for you lah...
english becaming singlish
of cos lah..i learn it from my so call "AH LIAN" friend lah
if not why am i so called EM3 student..??
=.=!!
cause you top for english of cos look down to the weaker one like me lah ..aiya
but nevermind because i admited tat i'm STUPID..
haha so you are forgiven....

bye~ 2nd post for the day
maybe i'm planning not to come to sch on thursday..
cause it's last day of sch so i don't wan go lor..haha

You're all I ever wanted ;

wahseh~

fking hate to talk to someone now...~
hahahaha so funny...
super active after 12am
super tired after 12pm....
don't like to study...
don't like to go sch
wanna sleep the whole day at home
wanna do things tat i like...
hate my fk up life...
hate everything
only like hearing music
only like watching video
only like to be with someone tat i like
only like to be with my idol
only like..watever lah..............

boring post...
wanna try something different
wanna try something excited
wanna try something that is fun

but~
never go sch today..
slept all the way until 4pm
haha actually can sleep longer but my dad came home if not...
ya lah pon sch today...
go sch also nothing do...
den sleep in sch so i rather sleep at my home bed
and i rmb something tat someone say
if you wanna sleep in sch den why come sch??
so the person say go home sleep at the bed better or don't come sch lah
so i sleep at home lah...:
got the feeling tat i will fail n'level
maybe going ITE
haha

nothing much to say lah...
just hate my fk up life..
go and die lah..
now u don't bother or treat me like ur real friend..
never give mi a call like last time..
haha cause u not my best friend..'i told u only close friend but actually i also don't treat u like my close friend also..
haha
cause ur character is hack care...
only care for urself...
somemore can say u hack care ur studies but actually u care more den mi
if u won't there tat day perhap i pass ..
i don't believe u anymore cause i know that when u tell me not to stress myself up but actually u wanna mi not to study harder den u and i will agree to u ending up failing more subject den u ..
haha joker..if not i might have pass three to four subject..listening to you is destroying my life manszx..
asked you help me in my chinese but i don't think u will bother to help mi..luckily i help myself...
don't say i never ask b4 ..i got hor!...
i don't think u will help or teach mi the whole chinese o'level book....
if i were to ask u again ,u think u will say yes again??my answer will be 'no'

kay lah end here
bye ...
maybe i had only one friend to talk and call when i'm bored...
for u ...no mansxzzz.!...pukimak!

You're all I ever wanted ;

teen poem=D

"lollipops turn into cigarettes. The innocent ones turn into sluts. Homework goes in the trash. Mobile phones are being used in class. Detention becomes suspension. Soda becomes vodka. Bikes become cars. Kisses turn into sex. Remember when getting high meant swinging on the playground? When protection meant wearing a helmet? When the worst things you could get from boys were cooties? Dad's shoulders were the highest place on earth and Mum was your hero? Your worst enemies were your siblings. Race issues were about who ran the fastest. War was only a card game and the only drug you knew was cough medicine. When wearing a skirt didn’t make you a slut. The most pain you felt was when you skinned your knees and goodbyes only meant until tomorrow and we couldn’t wait to grow up. "

cool right^^
ohgosh mansxz
this happen to mi and most teenage around mi....
very true!!! ohya saw it at some website=DD haha

You're all I ever wanted ;

donno~?!

hate it...
donno if you meaning tat to mi??
but i guess is yes...oh ya actually i told someone not to guess so maybe i should not guess.
cause i'm to only person who ___ you wat~
luckily i now got someone to talk to...
i know tat..!!!
don't you see tat i seldom disturb you at ur msn and through every way that can chat or communicate with you???
cause i already know u hate to ...
kays lah..
actually i don't intend to call lor..
and my Hp bill also lor...so you think i wanna call meh:/ lols
lols...cause ppl around mi ask mi to call if not i won't lor...
lols...cause i also get irritated if someone disturb mi lor..so i know ur feeling...
maybe i should try to stop communicating with u ;X i mean though cyber or phone only in sch or when we tgt...
at least can save my hp bill

kays lah..
lols
sch was so boring like hell...
shit lah..i don't wanna go sch 2moro...
sleep whole day in sch..
i rather stay at home lah...
lols...
N'level...
when should i start studying?
idk...
no aim
no plan
nothing at all for my future..
nvr sleep for like 2night already...
talking and chatting through phone till morning..LOLS
joker....cause both also cannot sleep den talk lah..
at least i can say everything i wanna scold or say or blame or watever to the person...
feel tat cyber is so boring nowadays...
maybe blog still okok
but where got ppl bother to read...
if they would den maybe we can understand each other better...
go in also no tag..
idiot lah..lols

watch IP man in sch 2day..
wah the show damn nice..lols
i was so like frustrated most of the time when i watch the show..haha
cause the show was like...lols..if u watch den u know lah..don't need mi to explain so muchxDD
haha
maybe i should plan my timetable by 2moro if i never go sch..haha xDD
i got the feeling that i like someone but idk who...lols
teenage life...changing...
changing..dk which is the right choice maybe should live it to GOD to decide ..
too young to think abt this..haha
and having bf = no freedom...
haha tat why i don have one xD
if not idk how many will i have....

k lah end here..
bye ppl =DD
i tend to hate her cause she not being her real self...
stop acting emo..it so like...
disgusting!!!
hahaa

bye~

You're all I ever wanted ;

fking msn~

idiot lor..
fking msn cannot sign in...
donno wat happened lor..!!!
feel like throwing the fking laptop...
summore got one fking boy irritate mi...

keep say hi den ask the same thing everyday

fking irritating lah.!!!
he think ppl so free...
excuse mi...if you talk to mi = to making my com or laptop lack...
i never reply still ask ask ask...
idiot..can i slap his fking irritating msg....
aiya go and die lah,,,

angry plus pissed off.......

lols i scold him sia...he not happy ur problem lah....
walao...!!!

kay lah change subject....

damn tired...

cannot sleep but took afternoon nap..

dream dream and dream...

when to buy bbt saw JH friends again...
donno how much they win or lose...
haha also not my problem wahhah
dk why i tend to change my feeling...
i also donno i like wat type....

aiya all type ALSO like haha...
fffffffffffffff
lols
actually when i typing this still very angry cause of the fking msn....
kay lor...relax...
all my fking brother fault...

i nowadays like so vulgur....
learn from my brother..
very hard to not scold cause like watever i wanna say is ......~
still not very happy!!!!

kay lah end here!!!

stupid msn!!!

don't see my stupid face like so happy but actually i very angry lah~

want to say alot of thing but so angry till i donno wat to say or write!!!

You're all I ever wanted ;

sighhhh.................

yo ! yo ! and yo !:D
idk how to show something but got the feeling like...
i'm tired!! seriously damn tired.!!
tired so i went to sleep but ended up not sleeping=.=
dk why keep dream all those weird weird dream..like so...
lols

yeah ,today went buy bbt and snack again
and u know wat ....
i saw Jian hao,Qian xian and Jin Lin...
lols...they so called gamble ...lols
k lah...

unexpected miracles....
haha!
PASS my MOTHER tongue exam...
1st time sia..
so happy!!
somemore i do all the question by myself..
wah seh!!! happy~
kays i'm not trying to boost but if it is you..
of cos happy lah..cause imagine you always fail den suddenly PASS ..
maybe it just a......
kays so far only pass 2 subject...pass bio but chemistry flung..!!!
lols den over all fail lah..of cos like der...
same as geo and ss and the rest of the subjet...
luckily pass POA and MT...
if not only pass 1 subject...weird..haha

ya lah..
i know my English very lousy..
you not happy isit??
you are criticising me...
English lousy doesn't mean tat i cannot write diary ...
zzZ....diao..!! you are meaning that you are so clever tat ....
nvrmind..i also know tat clever ppl tend to be proud and ....
haha (no offend) meaning it to someone...
so irritating....haha
I'm starting to know the person better , i notice tat the atitude is not the same as wat i imagined in the outer appearance....so i told myself not to judge the person from their outer looks...
now i know the feeling of being ___ and that person is thinking....
kay lah...

seriously,
i can't stand it anymore...
Dislike ppl comment abt "the person"..
hey,idiot leh "H" ...
nvrmind..
idk if can pass n level...
hopefully can ..if not....
ya but if i continue to O...will i go poly???i.d.t.s...
seriously ,you can't compare ur grades and mine cause you have lots of ppl to focus on you...
tutor,teacher,sibling and parent and friend but as for the poor...they don't have money to afford for tutor or watever thing related to money but you are RICH so you can...so pls!!!

seriously,
watever you say abt mi..
i dun care...
cos the fact is i don't care wat ppl think of mi...
that is ur problem...
cause if you think tat i'm so call ______ den i'm lah...
cos the true fact is i'm when i'm younger...
There no need to denied..
don't like den ur problem..
kays i'm not trying to act ..like so call.....
watever u say ,it actually not ur problem cause "its me"
i can do watever i like...
none of ur business..!!!

i began to dislike u...
but idk why my heart still got the feeling that it hurting???
idk also...
you win lah...
k maybe i'm just changing heart toward ppl...
like you and you and you..haha siao lah...
kays maybe this is wat most teens girl are feeling right now...
i learned it from my biology teacher..haha=P
kays lah ...actually if tat person thinks tat i'm stupid den let his or her words be true...
haha.AND U IDIOT ...STOP TALK ABT MY PAST!!
i'm sensitive abt my past!!
and i kno tat i'm ugly so just stop talking abt my looks ,you fking idiot....
i never change kays...
i still have the same bad character....
and i never change again!!

kay lah...
ppl think tat i'm siao..
HAHA !! cause scolding someone at my blog...lols
pro..haha no use also cause i don't think the person read ...
but i still wanna throw all my feeling here...
cause my heart will feeling much better.haha
planning to tell ms tham to call my mum earlier if she wan...haha cause the fact is my mum knew it already so wat for wait till she come and tell mi tat she want see my parent...
haha i beginning to feel useless..like in my old times...
fail fail and fail...
yet still have tat atitude ..hack care..
OMG HACK CARE..does it mean tat i don't care abt my future..maybe or ...watever...

haha..have a conversation with Aliah 2day..haha
we prefer guy tat are blur blur and cute ..hahaha
omg ..we also don't like guys tat control girl like " > > >"
>.< haha...boys tat are clever or smart or watever tend to control girls...
guys tat are violent tend to hit girl
but guys tat are cute ,blur and maybe so call stupid tend to be gentle and caring to a lady..like "someone"
haha "______" someone!!
ily...

kay lah ..
end my post here!!

bye reader=DD

You're all I ever wanted ;

I'm a joker!!!HAHA =DD

hello..
seriously i'm a joker!!
haha .!!
donno how to start=(

kays ..
so far only passed one subject.haha
POA only.. the rest like....
haha..U grade....
but idk why i'm not sad?
maybe preparing to go ITE??
no lah...but idk why also=((
cause maybe last moment den study....
biology,chemistry and mother tongue paper haven get back...
but i confirm you tat i will fail the above subject....
wah..my Mid year grade was...
worst den last year M.Y.G!!!
sot still have the hack care attitude!
OMG and prelim is coming....
JULY leh..no play play....
OMG.!!!=.=!
kay lah...talk abt other thing...

this whole wk , no taxi ride=(
instead ..it's bus ride..haha
now bus card no money...
lazy top up...
keep using my daily pocket money to buy BBT and snack for my family..
when walking home after buying BBT saw someone...
funny sia...
ya lah ..the person is Dexter ...
idiot lor...keep forgeting my name..haha
he only rmb something which is"S.H.E" =.=
lols...

i'm such an idiot...!!
16 years living around tat area yet donno that "TRYBE" office is around tat area ...
At 1st ,wondering why he around tat area but now den know tat the office there..LOLS
he like got STM..haha..maybe becos we called him "uncle" haha ..
old already mah..haha if not ...
LAME !!

kays...talk abt my stupid hair..
walao ..stupid hair brush..
Aliah was right..shouldn't have use tat...
suay sia!!=.=
my hair tangled !! not behind but my fringe..WTH...
pain leh...i thought cannot untangle it but luckily can..if not i will have no fringe...OMG
should have take video...
i tried so many time den the comb still cannot ...
stuck at my hair..and tangled till like...
the only way is to cut away the whole fringe on my head...
my heart seriously was like ...CANNOT CUT MY HAIR!!!
lols lots of hair dropped..!!
not my hair was like so little ..haha
but actually and luckily my hair so....
i can imagine ...
The look of having no fringe and it really weird specially becos of my forehead...
luckily my mum and dad help mi to untangled it..
my dad was like pulling my hair out lor...
he so rough..pain sia...
and break my hair... and he say ," cannot come out already lah..cut away ur hair!"
i was like...NO WAY MAN....

den my mother called him go away..haha
den they started aruging just becos of my hair den i scold them..LOLS
den they stop..den my mother help mi made den my hair untangled from the brush..
lols..so happy ..haha i thought my hair will become like mushroom becos my mum use the scissor cut the stick of the comb and some of my hair of cos kenna cut..lols but very luckily my hair like no difference..haha

yeah..very very happy cos...
i feel tat today post damn LAME lor...
nvrmind..hack care.!
LAME + Borring = to no people reading...
haha ....
finally finally an finally...
idk why i change my heart and feeling so easily...
who ??? L.Here and There..!! haha
sorry hor..my blog post are usually clueless..
haha the only thing ppl get to do after reading is to guess but ur guessing might not be correct cos i will never tell you=DD...haha

kay lah..
abit sot...update blog so long=.=

haha...
O.o look at the comb..haha ..
kay lah ..bye..Aliah asking mi to faster..haha
shall end here..BYES=DD

You're all I ever wanted ;

O.o is wanting to understand or???

wondering which is which O.o??!!

maybe or perhap , he like you??
HAHA!!
another drama for you guys=DD
haha ..my 2nd post by the way=D

wat is the different ???
idk..
sometime we wants to understand someone but it's so hard..
hiding the feeling and yet thinking as if nobody's know O.o
giving up to guess..haha
cause that won't help
idk is caring or wat
or maybe the person is busybody or extra so much..haha
all i know is something is burdening you..but??
maybe you are hurt cause of tat??but seriously ,don't keep tat in ur heart!!pls..
friends are mend to ...but if it still hurting you den my apology...
I'm really sorry for that. Am i forgiven??
idk so..
ur confident started to faded ...
some began to notice it but...
denied is the fact or maybe not facing it is the problem
i just wanna say tat ...
the moral of my story is Don't try to run away from ur problem...face it...!!

In life, there no such thing as peaceful thinking mind .!!
problem are everywhere...
be strong and face it!!!
cause sometime ppl would think or feel guilty even if not their business..
human trend to be ...
kays maybe trying to attract attention??
if this goes on, this is the result you may ended up with...

kays ..

bye=DD

You're all I ever wanted ;

normal again=DD

ok we are back to normal again=))
great ..!! haha
my dad went to update bro bank book and he find out tat the bank left ___
idk where he spent the money but my dad was right..!!
we are poor so we cannot anyhow throw and waste our money but have to save..

but my bro..idk how to say abt him but all i know tat he is wasting too much money....

kays get back only one paper which is math ...
result not wat i expect to get..haha
fail...nvrmind cos i told my mum..
i think she will help mi sign ...cause as wat i say, it only MYE.!!!
kays ... and i think will fail all the subject..=(

kay gtg

byes.!!

my feeling is hack care..haha=))

You're all I ever wanted ;

can't sleep...

ohgosh...now is 3.56am yet i'm still awake..
maybe couldn't sleep or i'm just forcing myself not to sleep??idk
was packing my room cupboard ..
sneeze becos of the smell...
so untidy and i think my mum did tat on purpose...
ya so i pack it=))
but my nose!!
i'm sick now..HAHA

By the time ,my room is tidy finish
it already 3am ...
so dirty tat i force myself to take a shower..!!
ya after the shower ,planning to sleep by 4am but...
ya took my bro medicine....two panadol ...
maybe after updating here will try to sleep...but also wake up 5am...not even 1hour of sleep.
.=(
kay lah..

bye..!!!!

You're all I ever wanted ;

Bloody hell!!!

Bloody hell!!!
fking dramatic life...
Have a favouritism mother who like to find trouble.
Have a violent father.
Have a brother who go against them.
Have a daughter who like to answer the mother back.
wow ,that great meaning that the family is in a very great trouble..HAHA

ppl think that this is a joke.
yet the family member thinks that it is just a dream perhap a dramatic life..HAHA
joke,joke AND JOKE..
ya LAME that all i have to say.
maybe you can just be an actor .ya that will be great ..
ur sons and daughter would help you to earn more money for you..
your trouble will be over .
no money problem= to happiler family..right?
don't agree?? ur problem lah...
wah...knife!!
A son wanting to kill the father with a knife..HAHA..
A mother is the cause of the problem..becos she start the whole thingy.
a boy is sick using his own hard save money to see a doctor,yet the mother not happy
maybe she going to be menopause..haha or maybe this is just an excuses.
ya or maybe she finding problem.ya i think she finding problem..
OH SHIT, CAN YOU JUST STUP UP UR BLOODY MOUTH WHEN I'M CR8ING MY STORIES....
FKING NOISY.!

if a mother is the cause of this den father will be in the case.
HAHA ...joke for mi and for you...
you won't understand...becos it not ur life .
so let take it as a joke..
just blame the family for having such an dramatic life...
wah ,if a brother kill his father ,what should the daughter in the family do??
watch them and just let her tears roll down her cheek..cause she's perhap a innocent girl.
cause she's only a young teenage girl .wat can she do..?
all she can do is to watch and cry right??
ya now her brother walk to the kitchen in a hot and warming blood..!!
he bang to the cupboard while walking as he donno what he is doing..
all he know is FATHER FATHER AND FATHER.!!!
but the sister mind is MOTHER MOTHER AND MOTHER.!
fking mother .
fking brother .
wah...the children must be suffering alot.
ya it true...cause all the children do is to keep in the heart .
they cannot do anything..
hey , they all innocent .
pity them = to pity ....
ya ya...brother nose bleeding..
so pain. and sumore he is sick .
having fever 40 degree celsius .
so so so.. kays he is suffering .

ya sometime bad mouthing the father but at home in his side..
i actually don't understand..
be maybe she the person who is causing this to happen.
Bring up the church sermon but why don't she reflect on herself..
Is not the pastor fault ,he too got lecture adult. not the kid only .
yet she don't take it for real but only think of herself.
saying children should obey their parent.
kays if i'm not wrong, the pastor too got lecture the parent to understand their children.
but she never .... ya pain here and there.
ya does she know that their children suffer too??
no right??
children too have depression .
children too have stress.
but all they know and think is about themself.

Two knife and a boy vs the father..
who win???
i want to know but all this....
mortal of the stories is both parents are the fault.

kays bye ppl...having a headache now..!!
how i wish i'm in a dream...
and never be awake .
but never be awake mean that you are dead.
= to die and facing God..
mean that no repented mean that "GO TO HELL"
not afraid???but if not den you are ready to be in the fire...
how i wish my parent are .....LOLS jokessssssssssssssss

ALL OF YOU WON'T understand.
bye ppl....

and =(

You're all I ever wanted ;

peepssssssssss, back the 2nd time=D

hello back the 2nd time here=DD haha
ya i rather update here den fb..haha stalker too bad..wahhaha
slept the whole afternoon after when i reach home from church..don bother ask why...
cause my eyes la....haha....now it much better=)) only feel abit of pain when i blink ...
haha....finally my eyes is back to normal but very itchy...i want to rub but cannot lah..of cos later back to swollen again..haha..
luckily i never waste $$ go see doctor...and luckily never take 1week to recover..haha if not ppl see my eyes so ugly..haha...den cannot wear contract...haha

seldom go fb nowaday..cause ppl like stalk..especially ppl idk ...
ya so i rather update blog even though no ppl read.haha
ya lah....den dk some idiot ppl....say wat emo...LOLS shall not mention whu...
i agree tat my cyber world is emo but it none of their business...not happy just go away..haha
finally tat idiot girl delete mi as a friend at fb...aiya she stupid mah..think that ppl wan see her fb...pls lah...don bhb delete den delete lah..whu wanna be ur friend sia.....go fk off with ur guy friend lah...lols...
later ppl think i ur BEST friend.lols..

donno if i should go kbox or watch movies..afraid tat i will not be able to go out of the hse....my bro also
so idiot....1st say wan go den after change his mind saying think 1st....aiya....scard she late make mi wait for her which i don like it...but i seriously wanna sing leh and go out to relax...>< T.T
kays lah .shall end here...
keep eating alot...maybe i'm growing and hope tat i will grow taller by the end of sec5...if not i'm forever short which ppl like to tease especially daryn>:(...

kays bye reader=DD

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heellloooo!!!

hi ppl...

wanna know if my eyes are ok??
answer is not yet.!! but much better den yesterday =DD
my eyes was like very swollen but now not so swollen as yesterday but is very red T.T
still need go church with my ugly looking eyes OMG.!!
can't wear my contract today..
nvrmind..shall rest my eyes for this two days...
hopefully my eyes will be ok if not ..GG
cos i wanna go kbox...SERIOUSLY..I WAN GO...!!
if my eyes still swollen ..how you expect mi to go with a red and swollen eyes..
so ppl if my eyes still swollen ,i will cancel the outting =( sorry...

idk why keep ...

1st is stomach cramp..and now my stupid eyes..

nowadays ..got the feeling tat my room weird weird one..idk why...?
somemore dream tat i saw ghost in my room summore.lols...

weird dream.

but i think this is normal.cos this is not my 1st time ...AND IT IS alot of times...
lols....wat the differents between death and life????
OMG..i also can't imagine tat i have this dream..!!is GOD trying to warn mi???idk also???
if i die..how am i going to face GOD????? all i know is SIN....

seriously..have a blur feeling..!!!!

kay shall end here
bye reader=DD

look O.o my eyes is much better=DD

lols one eye big , one eyes small..maybe i need to sleep more=DD

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swollen eyes=(

T.T
MY EYES!!idk wat happened..
my eyes swollen....swollen until like some1 punch my eyes b4....

when i wake up ,my eyes red so i though is just sore eyes so i when back to sleep to make my eyes feel much better but it get worst..it become swollen...

my eyes like one eye big den one eye small....T.T

so ugly...shall post the pic of my eyes....=(((

kay bye..dk if i should see the doctor or not=((???

fucking pain and like got one sticky water in my eye....tear keep rolling down my eyes....

=((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

there is the pic of my eyes..
kay shall end here..bye =(

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CAN he stop coming and kacau mi???

seriously i hate going msn....
ppl like come kacau mi..
fking irritating leh...!!!
they like so free....nothing better to do...wtf...
i just on9 den one whole stupid bundle of monkey come making noise...

they seem to be stalking girl ...they seriously have no life...
ppl also wanna have some peace serving the net yet come ask the same stupid question...
fking angry...!!they donno wat is private..!!!
ask ppl handphone,den e-mail den sch den age den hse watever shit stuff....!!!
idiot...if one stop talking or kacau mi ..another one come....
so so so.........

ppl who have no life den come stalk ppl...
ok they donno mi,i donno them den of cos i have the right to ignore them...
den i 'm tryng to close my eyes and ignore them yet they keep spamming and talking....
i feel like slapping their face....fuck...!!!!
CAN YOU STOP COMING AND KACAU MI???I BEG YOU...
i know you read my blog and now i'm posting here hopefully you saw it and once you saw it...don't ever ever come and talk to mi ...unless you are deceiving mi tat you never read mi blog again after reading it on thursday.....!!!don't come and bluff mi becos i am not tat type of person to get trick by you guys....
kays i shall end here...and i'm doing my church lesson...so many worksheet..i can do until becoming a mad women=((

bye reader=))

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MYE finally ended=DD

HELLO everyone...
Its great to be back blogging!!
haha ..the MYE are finally over=DD
great ..i shall relax for a few days....haha
time to tidy my room ..=(( i don't understand why my dad like to make my room so untidy and dusty..
super angry..but cooled down already..haha

who wanna go kbox??only RAZ????sad ..haha
i wnna sing my stress out...if you think i am not stress, you are wrong..becos you donno wat really happening..
stomach cramps='( and this is the 3nd time ..idk wat happening but should i see a doctor??? but i don't wanna waste money ...i rather spend my money to buy my BBT and snack..haha....

2moro going play pool with xp but i still not sure if i can go=( sigh...hear from her tat most of them are guys..OMG..haha tat why i jio my bro to go=) at least someone i am very comfortable to be with and not alone ...haha=)) kay shall talk abt exam...i know how i'm going to scored for this time..but i don't really bother.cos it just mye..ya AND wat is done cannot be undone right?? so maybe i shall start by now so i will not regret when i get back my N'LEVEL result... ya maybe i going to fail 4 subject...haha this is wat i predict..haha^^ ok ya if you don't like it ,i shall tell you tat i am alwaying predicting ..the subject i will most likely to fail is English,Chinese for sure ..haha, Science, and Combine humanities...don't be too upsad for mi...oh ya by the way, this is mi ...i always fail and i'm use to it cause from young till now i'm always failing...haha ppl may think that i'm stupid..which i can sense it especially being with my relative ..haha i feel that they are looking down at mi...ya tat why i tell them i sure cannot make it..but ppl that know and understand have a different thought of mi...i feel so belong being with them.^^ TYVM for making mi change my thought when i am being with you guys=) ya ..

k la...i admired some ppl..who have an studying attitute...if i am with them ...i will study harder becos of their perservance....this will make mi more like tat....they too encourage one another and they also are hard working but one thing i don't like abt them is tat they are too competitive which are also good..becos if you like comparing ,you will work harder to achieve it like mi when i was younger unlike now..i wanna change mi back to my old self..haha

k lah.. shall end here=DD
gd bye reader=DD

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love you=DD

lols..
today assembly was so funny.idk wat to say but it was so funny tat the whole ppl in the hall was laughing..
thumb up for the performers...

saw this?? should know wat we doing..haha=DD we are pro chatter..haha^^on phone plus webcamming..haha..

bye reader=DD

kay here to post pic^^ haha

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i think i cannot....

hi ..woke up late=x haha cause webcamming with jas at mid night..=DD haha
cause ...all at fb haha go see if you wanna know =DD haha

i cannot live my life without drinking BBT ..idk why also..but i only know tat die die also must buy every single day..haha
i shall start other topic today..i know i haven study math finish but there are more other subject which i really need to catch up with...=( ya i never study properly yesterday becoz my dad was at home the whole day and went out at mid night to work so i don't have the mood to study and the weather was like so hot and i no BBT to drink/...=( so i never study properly ..idk wat to do becos exam on friday but i kno tat i am going to fail lots of subject ..cause i 'm not ready yet...

sigh...yeah i think i'm going to study after this..haha
k bye shall have a short post today.=DD
and i know the feeling of losing something...
yet idk wat my life going to be without you.=X

k bye reader..!

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i can't imagine tat i'm still studying math when am suppose to study other!!!

hello,everyone=DD

yeah ..i woke up early to prepared myself in the presence to GOD table!!
so i better get ready faster because someone woke mi up talking to mi nicely...it like somegthing wrong with him today xD haha
maybe he won something if not he won't be so good to me .

i am not really sure what time i slept last night but I HAVE NOT FINISH THE OTHER MATH REVISION ..T.T planning to study it finish by yestherday but i didn't study finish..blame myself for not study in the morning when there alot more time to finish but blame myself for using the computer..!!!

i when to his fb profile ,i saw one post write abt childhood stuff..i get really really upsad..but we are in the different sch right now..aND i forgotten it but you still when to talk abt the past...past is past ..present is present..we must forget and forgive one another .. by the way i have forgotten abt that stupid stuff or person but why you still when to make mi rmb when i'm happy being myself now???luckily no one comment.this show that only you are the one who want to bring back the past..kays it already 4 year of our secondary sch life maybe 8 year for mi cause we are not in the same when p3 ..haha too bad for you..i still will live my life being happy without you...and i got other more better friend den you..being upsad one person is not worthy..so let you do whatever you want and we shall walk in different way NOW..! shall say good bye to you and all the best..haha hate mi more and i don't mind casue i know tat i did nothing wrong..

I am now in a L.T ...T.T confuse
who should i be tgt??? i can't imagine that i keep changing my heart...
A or F???? kay i know myself better.
and i shall see who be the 1st one...if you don't want miss this opportunities den be faster if not it be to late...haha

i am planning to get started with other subject but look like i can't..
maybe i must push all the timetable backward but there will not be enough time for other subject...
i think i need to be faster ..!!! shit men somemore Exam on friday,7 may..wth!!!

kays i shall end here and bye reader!!

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GAY VIDEO..loLS

Aliah send mi this video to watch..
IT A GAY VIDEO..lols
ok she send mi to cheer mi up by the way..haha

At 1st i wanted to post at my blog but den i decided tat i shall not but Aliah suddenly ask mi too..haha
=P so sorry to spoilt your reputation..i DID TAT ON PURPOSE to DISTURB HER...HAHA
too bad for you Aliah..haha=PP by the way , she really cheer mi up..so Aliah it worthy sending mi this video even though it is teaching mi bad stuff hahaha=DD

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it better to update now.haha

yeah..i promise to update my blog everyday maybe it will be dead for sometime this week cause of MYE...
i updating early cause i'm afraid tat i be busy in the afternoon studying and scard tat i never update.haha

sometime i find it very hard to even look at the book for 10 min...
exam is this friday yet i got the cheek to use computer..Am i saying tat i don care for my future,?? it for our own good but why am i enjoying using com instead of focusing to study??i am not nervous to fail n'level..?i asked myself so many question but i still continue wat i'm not suppose to do..

i knew tat im big enough to think for the future yet i still continue doing thing tat are wrong..it really very disappointing for mi and you guys...i don't wan to make my parent sad . i also wan to pass..but how?? T.T Action speak louder than word ...

so how?? i really very scard ..
i have the feeling of failing some subject..
as i type this , my heart is beating very very fast...
i know you know how i feel..really...~
IT ABOUT OUR FUTURE!!
we study not for fun but it for OUR FUTURE...~
i really wan to throw all the things around mi that are distracting mi...
the only thing i feel i need to do IS STUDY..STUDY STUDY AND STUDY...
i get very nervous tat i find it very hard to swallow my saliva..REALLY ..
I NOT BLUFFING!!so how??
it like facing something really very important in life..T.T

yeah i think i will study after this...should i study with the music on using the laptop or the PSP??
whch is better??psp don really distract mi but is the laptop which is the one..but laptop got more nicer song..T.T kays i must focus today..

bye reader..

all the best to everyone taking mye...

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