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.Friday, July 24, 2009 ' 6:15:00 PM Y
is it wrong.?
hate it..~ wat wrong...? wat wrong with my hair..? why wan mi cut..? i like to cover my forehead got wrong meh..? say wat no blessing...!donno wat crap is he talking about..! talking crap..!where got touch my eyes..!my eyes also not pain..! that my hairsyle why must care so much..? i know la cause your very ugly den wan say mi..!bokah head... he ask mi put hair band ..i already put den why still wan mi cut...? sommore say that he don wan care about my hair den now why still say..? threathen mi..!walao...! now say also no use ..!no friend wan help mi..! cannot run away...run also no hse stay..! den who care..? i done nothing wrong den scold mi.... nobody to turn to...! so i don understand..! stay in this hse den get threathen by him..! i no more child already ok... i grow up already ... den wan treat mi like dog... you say wat den i must do... sum friend give advise also no use... tell mi to run away ..!den run to where...? if i answer back who get the beating...?not u all is mi..! walao ...!i sec 3 already leh why can't i do atleast one thing that i like.? ya no freedom..!ya at least sum of my friend just hear thier parent nag but they nag is thing that you do wrong unlike mi...i do wrong also nag...i never do wrong also kena nag...i admire not only mi still got 1 to 3 of my friend also kena... but i tell you ...not only he will nag but also will do wat he say....like for e.g if he wan mi cut i don cut den he will cut... ask mi to run ..?run where?my hse so small... ask my to shout back at him...i kena 1st..! ya people say one girl parent will do wat ever you wan but tis is all bullshit...! my hair my face my clothes my room my thing my food my everything also wan care...! ya ...people say i'm crazy..!cause i always curse my father to die...! ya where got people curse their father to die..?only mi..but i ask u if you have tis type of father wat will u do...of cos la wait for him to die one day..! i bad daughter so...do i care ..?even through i care will he care? so 2moro must go cut hair again....hate him...! nthing else i can do...can't run away from hse also..! i also think sum of friend already look down on mi because i have this type of father..!they say thing that i will feel hurt..!so wat the point of telling them..? no use no use no use ya my friend can do wat they like... a bit of parent scold ..they will answer back but mi..? why can't i have the right to answer my parent when i'm doing the right thing..? why? even if i ignore them..they will hit.. hit till one day sum thing really happen big big thing will happen... at least my friend can ignore their parent and lock themself in the room but i can't...i'm also not allow to close the room door ...they will think that i'm doing sumthing wrong...and not only that they will also think that i doing sumthing dirty..! ya keep saying i following donno wat boy den became like that.. oi wat the hell u are talking..?are you saying that i have boyfriend..? don i look like i have boyfriend?oi...oi....do you think i wan to have boyfriend? crazy...that why your reasonis that you wan mi cut my hair very ugly so that i became ugly and i will not have boyfriend right? ya ...i have been controlling !anyhow scold people that talk to mi..!thinking that my bf or wat...!oi we are just friend only ok....why must think until so far...and by the way..if i wan to have bf ..i will have it long time ago already..but i choose not to have it...den still wat...! you like wan mi to die ...or maybe i really wan mi to die..! and if i really die you will live more happily right..? if you scold mi when i'm doing thing that are wrong ..i donmind but i never do thing that are wrong...still i get scolding..! i'm already very stress and he still wan to make mi more stress... and how am i going to talk to him that he doing thing that are wrong...talk to them..where got they listen?1st thing is kena bit already...even i talk thing nicely...no use...i explain but they still will think that they are right..! hate them... i'm going to became crazy if this thing still contiune like that..! i hate him..![even if i wan to stop hating him it is very very hard]
2nd thing is about some of my class people...i not going to say who is it... they like to gossip...ok...i ask you ..how would you feel if people keep saying thing that make you feel uncomfortable...like for example ...making fun of people religion...?ok..i have been controlling this thing for so long and they still have not stop...!worst of all ..they wrote on the table about it...ok if i make fun of your god infront of you ..how would you feel...?ya kept talk about jesus...oi use your brain and think..!u are no longer small boy or girl so that people will tell you...you all feel sad if people say thing that hurt you den use your brain and think...will people get hurt...?not only you got feeling...we too got feeling also ok...if you don like that religion den think that there are people who in that religion..!I HATE THEM TOO..!this is not laughing joke..! people never tell you about racial thing meh...then why we have all tis type of racial ham. day for?den why we learn social study still? I'M REALLY VERY ANGRY!HATE IT !!!!!!
