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.Sunday, April 26, 2009 ' 7:59:00 AM Y
people i blogging again..ok about my past
people...i' blogging today again is because i depressed...people say u Everyday blog is it?den i say ya...do anyone really knows mi??and now asking a question...my past??how my life??i don think anyone really knows the real mi in the world!!i'm quite mad about it...looking in the sky thinking ...watshould i do now..OK THOSE PEOPLE WHO THINKS THIS BORING..U MAY LEAVE MY BLOG NOW CAUSE THE STORIES WILL BE LONG...WARNING TO YOU ALL!!YA...ya...thinking about my past making mi cries all day long....my heart is in pain..so much pain...ya ..nobodys really understand mi..y??i wants to know y?so far this year only 1 person hu knows my past..cause is like nobody to talk to when i'm crying..only suddenly think of u..den is like when i want to contract my friend, almost all busy..nobody want to listen to mi right?? .but not all she knows..my past is it because of my parent??not really ..only abit..school??ya..thinking so..teacher & ?Aunties?ya ..ok..i'm really depress...why much it suddenly shoot out of my head??y??ya hopefully my parent will knows what my past all about...this made mi more angry is like my parent totally don know about my past...telling my mother was like ,she not taking it a serious case..my father totally like wat..is like he will scold mi only ..so wat the point of telling them..right??totally unexpected??right??do people really knows wat is committing suicides???ya i crazy..totally crazy..crazy cRAZY crazy crazy...ya the more i write the more it really driving me to crazy..ya ....i'm not going to write it all there cause is like a sercet to mi only..pls i telling that person that i tells the stories ..pls pls don tell people about it ...pls!thank you very much...ya ..keeping it in my heart is so pain...shoot it out..still pain....ya pls...i needed a good listener!!it like totally nobody understand mi..the real side of mi...in the world..it is like so sinful..sinful world...i totally angry..telling my mother..thinking she maybe has forgotten all that i tells her already...she say why don tell mi early in the 1st place...ok well..i ask you this question...do you ask mi ??do you believe mi??do u trusted mi??are you willing wants to listen??will you do something about it after listening??no right??totally no!!!so wat the point of telling you??the only thing u all parent knows is believe the teacher..ya ..thinking your child is always wrong...argh i so angry..ya so wat the real fact...??ya ..all people thinking i'm always looking so happy..but do u knows wat ??no ...i not ok ..im totally not!!telling people my past is like u knows wat is the answer ??always telling about the same same thing ..ya ..thinking so that 1 of my friend say that...so who cares ..ya the fact is who care???WHO WILL CARE ABOUT MI!??okays i going to end here ...totally...not going to talk it in the school..already ..about my parent..friend ..teacher ...sibling ..and anybody !!!i just hopefully wants it to END here...Those people who read finish my stories..stop asking mi about my past..i'm pissed off...and no rumour..pls...about my bf..no pls don ask!!ok..by the way thank for listening...wish u all the best...
today xp asking want go library study..haven reply yet..wait ..ok hopefully i can go..ya..ok that the End...
